What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

They’re both small dogs

One day, I happened to walk past where my crush was with friends. Then all of a sudden they start laughing, and someone maybe him, goes "freaking (my name) with her freaking hair!" Can anyone offer insights into this? We're in middle school.

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

Has a cop ever said something to you which was completely unexpected?

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

What are some of your favorite hip hop lyrics?

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

My body my voice, especially my voice

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Why does my narcissistic ex told me that he f*cked and sleep with other woman and then at the end says that it also happened because of me?

Idk tbh

I want to but I can’t

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

Is there anything wrong with me because I'm still single?

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

What are some disadvantages of living in rural areas? What are the advantages?

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

Why do people immediately disregard subjects such as flat earth, without opening their minds/taking time to research?

And she ate half of the popcorn

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

As a friend of Megan's who also watches Suits, would you advise her not to return to the show in order to protect her character's reputation?

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I think

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

How do flat Earthers explain the existence of other spherical planets?

I hate it

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

Just wanted to put it out there

Why can't my adopted sister accept she is not part of my family because she isn't related? Why can't she stop calling my parents mum and dad?

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I hate myself so much

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

What do you think about the NFA full auto band? Weapons built before 1986 can be transferred and registered? But we can't have an 87? But older weapons tend to be far more powerful. I think we should drop it. Input?

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

and I’m such a picky eater

Healthy aging: Eating more berries, flavanoids may be key - Medical News Today

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I want to be a boy

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

Likes we’re not siblings

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I can’t anymore I just hate it

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

About all my friends